Aleksej Cvelov - Russian Expressionism

Oh how I feel the same as the pictures sometimes...

"Autobiography"

"Mother"

"Suicide"

"Dying girl"

"Vision of Mars 2"

"You are Mine"

"7 years"

"Portrait"

"Smoking girl in yellow"

"Pianist"

"tabacco-ghoust"

"The road contrary to the sky"

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.”

Favorite song ever... Take you on a Cruise - Interpol, favorite band of all times...

I'm timeless like a broken watch,I make money like Fred Astaire. I see that you've come to resist me, I'm a pitbull in time. The pretence is not what restricts me,It's the circles inside. The anatomy of kisses and a teacher who tries,Who knows how we'll disappear. Would you like to be my missus,And in future with child? You know that we can't get back from here.We can get away. Baby don't you try to find me.Baby don't you try to fight. Baby don't you try to find me.Baby, it will be all right. Along the way...Tears drown in the wake of delight. There's nothing like this built today.You'll never see a finer ship in your life.We sail todayTears drown in the wake of delight.There's nothing like this built todayYou'll never see a finer shipOr receive a better tip in your life.I am the scavenger...Between the sheets of union.Lately I can't tell for sure,whether machines turn anyone.I am the scavenger...Between the sheets of union.Lately I can't tell for sure,If the machines turn anyone.Lady don't you try to find me.Lady there is no need to fight.Lady don't you try to find me.Baby it will be all right.We sail today...Tears will drown in the wake of delight.There's nothing like this built today.You'll never see a finer ship in your life.Along the way...The sea will crowd us with lovers at night.There's nothing like this built today.You'll never see a finer ship,Or receive a better tip in your life.I see that you've come to resist me...I'm a pitbull in time.White Goddess, Red Goddess,Black temptress of the sea, you treat me right.Black Goddess, Red Goddess,White temptress of the sea, you treat me right.Oh my love we are sailing to NorwayOh my love we're leaving tonight.

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.”

Memorable Concert Posters

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.”

A veces

A veces me levanto y pienso en todas esas cosas que me dan miedo. A veces quisiera no sentir esa inseguridad. A veces no quisiera sentir fragilidad de perderlo todo. A veces solo pienso... A veces siento volar directo al precipicio, siento volar de regreso al cielo, siento la brisa del mar siento el relampago de la tormenta, siento el sol brillar, tan seguro, tan persistente, sin dudar... A veces solo pienso... En ti... A veces no quisiera ver mis lagrimas, a veces no quisiera llorar por dentro, quisiera evitarme la molestia de explicar lo que siento. Decir mil palabras o entenderlo todo con una mirada... Hacer mil preguntas o esperar las respuestas... Decir lo que pienso, o pensar lo que digo... naturalidad o perfeccion... soñar o ser realista... impulsos o control... esperar... o no esperar...

Night is heavy

Night is heavy
As the moon goes by

From north to south
Throughout the sky
*
Night is heavy
And my heart is too
Like golden ice
Like million miles
*
Night is heavy
And my mind is too
Because of your memory
Because I´m a fool
*
Night is heavy
And It´s dark and blue
And It has these eyes
These bleeding eyes
*
Night is heavy
And my feet are too
And my face is full of sorrow

Because there is no tomorrow
*
Night is heavy
As the moon goes by
From north no south

Throughout the sky

Little details...

Sunset: Guatemala City, january 2009.

There´s a glimpse in the sky today, no birds are flying, no stars are shining.

Blue Sky: Guatemala City, january 2009, before sun sets.

There is no moon in the sky tonight, no shooting stars, not even butterflies...

Ixtapa, April 2009

Sometimes you have to look closer, you have to look deeper and if you need, you have to look twice... Somethings in life can be seen without your eyes, can be heard without your ears...

Sand Creature: Ixtapa, april 2009.

And in the silense of a summer day, in the silence of a winter night, on a lonely road and all through the dark... life has a meaning.

San Diego California Metro station: december 2006.

Sunset boulevard, California: december 2006.

California Church, december 2006.

San Francisco Bay, december 2006.

Antioch Sky, december 2006.

San Francisco Bay, december 2006.

It´s you!

I start to feel the cold in my hands
sweat falling from my head
I feel my beating going faster
It´s you I´m lacking

My brain is going crazy
going round and round unknowing places
I feel my body trembling
Its you I´m missing baby

I can´t control my thoughts
they take me to distant shores
I can´t control I´m crashing
It´s you I´m lacking

My ears hear unsaid words
My eyes see unreal things
My heart feels so alone
Don you see its you I need?

I feel I´m going crazy
I´m just standing in the edge
If I don´t have you by my side
My world its coming down.

You are my limit
You are my only way to be ok.
You are the dream that keeps me awake
From all the nightmares, from all the rain.

You are my tranquilizer
You are my antidote
You are the only drug
I completely adore

Stop

Stop now
I can´t seem to catch my breath
I’m flying far away
In the distance in the air
Just to have you in my head
I´ve been thinking you in secret
I´ve been watching all of you
When you are looking at the floor
When you are looking at the sun

In heaven or in hell
I swear I’ve never felt
the stars so close at night
when you look into my eyes.

Stop now
Don´t keep me from your arms
I want to tell you this
So there’s no more to keep
I smell your smell
Whenever you walk around
It keeps me satisfied
It keeps me satisfied.

In heaven or in hell
I swear I’ve never felt
The way I do right now...
Truly alive.

In heaven or in hell
I swear I’ve never felt
The stars crashing in me
When you look into my eyes.

I am your new slave in the night
When I wake when I fall
When I fall to the ground
I swear my love
I´d give you my heart
If you only let me
If you only let me
I love you so
I really do.

In heaven or in hell
I swear my love to tell
You are my destiny
You are my final way.

Addiction

Addiction
Is all I have for you
For your blood, for your lips
For the warmth of your kiss
All through the gates
And all through the ways
Shows no mercy you show no shame
Because I’m dying for your hands
To rip your skin and have you mine
To take your breath until the end
To be the one you could possessed.
And take your heart with my own hand
And soan it here with mine
To make you feel the way I feel
So addicted so in need
So addicted to your being.
Addiction
Is all I have for you
For your eyes for your words
For the beauty of your touch.
All through the dark
And all through the dawn
You have me yours you have me all yours
To melt your hands next to my hair
To kiss you now and in the shells
To make the ravens fly in day
Where they would die to see your face
Where they would die to make you stay
Where they would die to tell you when
Every time they fly I need you by my side
And every time they die I’m crying in the night
And I´ve never been so serious
Never been so truth
That I´ll die to make you stay.
I´ll die to make you stay.

Dream

One day I woke up, and felt the air was warmer and lighter. I thought I was dreaming, but then I left the bed and walked to the window. I saw the sun closer and bigger, all the trees were greener and the sky was pink. I thought I was dreaming, but then I heard a sound that was coming from the door, and I saw a bird eating the flowers of the roof, the bird was blue and it was bluer than usual, he had black wings and red eyes, they starred at me when I opened the door, and when it cracked, he left flying to the horizon. I tryed to follow the bird, but I couldn´t catch him. He was too fast, too precise. When I realized, I was no longer home. I was at the ocean and my feet where inside white sand, I felt a great happiness I can´t describe, the ocean was deeper and colder, and I could almost fall sleep again by the sound of the waves, they were crashing in the shore so beautifully that I thought it was a dream. Then, far in the distance, I saw a creature, he had milky white skin, black hair, big veins in his arms, clean hands, a feeling not even the universe could describe. He smelled like hunny and tulips, he had this eyes... like an explosive star, a voice of thousands of arps and violins playing at the same time. When he was getting closer, I woke up...

I sleep every night praying to have that dream again.
Nothing never felt so real, nothing ever was so clear.

I am feeling very warm right now

Please don't disappear

I am spacing out with you

You are the most beautiful entity that I HAVE ever dreamed of

At night I will protect you in your dreams

I will be your angel

You worry so much about not having enough time together

It makes no difference to me

I would be happy with just one minute in your arms

Let's have an extended play together

You're telling me that we live to far to love each otherBut

OUR love can stretch further than the eye can see

So how does THIS make you feel?

Do you know THAT when you look at me It is a salvation

I've been waiting for you FOR so long

I can drive on that road forever

I wish you could exist to live on my planet

Well it's very hard for me to say these things in your presence

So how does THIS make you feel?