A reminder...

If I get old,

I will not give in

But if I do, remind me of this.

Remind me that,

once I was free,
Once I was cool,

once I was me.

And if I sat down,

and crossed my arms,

Hold me into, this song.

Knock me out, smash out my brains,

If I take a chair, start to talk shit.....

If I get old, remind me of this:
That night we kissed, and I really meant it.

Whatever happens, if we're still speaking.

Pick up the phone, play me this song.

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.”

To One in Paradise

TO ONE IN PARADISE.

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THOU wast that all to me, love,
For which my soul did pine —

A green isle in the sea, love,

A fountain and a shrine,

All wreathed with fairy fruits and flowers,

And all the flowers were mine.
Ah, dream too bright to last!

Ah, starry Hope! that didst arist
But to be overcast!

A voice from out the Future cries,

"On! on!" — but o'er the Past

(Dim gulf!) my spirit hovering lies

Mute, motionless, aghast !

For, alas! alas! with me

The light of Life is o'er!

No more — no more — no more —

(Such language holds the solemn sea

To the sands upon the shore)

Shall bloom the thunder-blasted tree,

Or the stricken eagle soar!

And all my days are trances,

And all my nightly dreams

Are where thy grey eye glances,

And where thy footstep gleams —

In what ethereal dances,

By what eternal streams.

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.”

Aleksej Cvelov - Russian Expressionism

Oh how I feel the same as the pictures sometimes...

"Autobiography"

"Mother"

"Suicide"

"Dying girl"

"Vision of Mars 2"

"You are Mine"

"7 years"

"Portrait"

"Smoking girl in yellow"

"Pianist"

"tabacco-ghoust"

"The road contrary to the sky"

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.”

Favorite song ever... Take you on a Cruise - Interpol, favorite band of all times...

I'm timeless like a broken watch,I make money like Fred Astaire. I see that you've come to resist me, I'm a pitbull in time. The pretence is not what restricts me,It's the circles inside. The anatomy of kisses and a teacher who tries,Who knows how we'll disappear. Would you like to be my missus,And in future with child? You know that we can't get back from here.We can get away. Baby don't you try to find me.Baby don't you try to fight. Baby don't you try to find me.Baby, it will be all right. Along the way...Tears drown in the wake of delight. There's nothing like this built today.You'll never see a finer ship in your life.We sail todayTears drown in the wake of delight.There's nothing like this built todayYou'll never see a finer shipOr receive a better tip in your life.I am the scavenger...Between the sheets of union.Lately I can't tell for sure,whether machines turn anyone.I am the scavenger...Between the sheets of union.Lately I can't tell for sure,If the machines turn anyone.Lady don't you try to find me.Lady there is no need to fight.Lady don't you try to find me.Baby it will be all right.We sail today...Tears will drown in the wake of delight.There's nothing like this built today.You'll never see a finer ship in your life.Along the way...The sea will crowd us with lovers at night.There's nothing like this built today.You'll never see a finer ship,Or receive a better tip in your life.I see that you've come to resist me...I'm a pitbull in time.White Goddess, Red Goddess,Black temptress of the sea, you treat me right.Black Goddess, Red Goddess,White temptress of the sea, you treat me right.Oh my love we are sailing to NorwayOh my love we're leaving tonight.

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.”

Memorable Concert Posters

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.”

A veces

A veces me levanto y pienso en todas esas cosas que me dan miedo. A veces quisiera no sentir esa inseguridad. A veces no quisiera sentir fragilidad de perderlo todo. A veces solo pienso... A veces siento volar directo al precipicio, siento volar de regreso al cielo, siento la brisa del mar siento el relampago de la tormenta, siento el sol brillar, tan seguro, tan persistente, sin dudar... A veces solo pienso... En ti... A veces no quisiera ver mis lagrimas, a veces no quisiera llorar por dentro, quisiera evitarme la molestia de explicar lo que siento. Decir mil palabras o entenderlo todo con una mirada... Hacer mil preguntas o esperar las respuestas... Decir lo que pienso, o pensar lo que digo... naturalidad o perfeccion... soñar o ser realista... impulsos o control... esperar... o no esperar...

Night is heavy

Night is heavy
As the moon goes by

From north to south
Throughout the sky
*
Night is heavy
And my heart is too
Like golden ice
Like million miles
*
Night is heavy
And my mind is too
Because of your memory
Because I´m a fool
*
Night is heavy
And It´s dark and blue
And It has these eyes
These bleeding eyes
*
Night is heavy
And my feet are too
And my face is full of sorrow

Because there is no tomorrow
*
Night is heavy
As the moon goes by
From north no south

Throughout the sky

Little details...

Sunset: Guatemala City, january 2009.

There´s a glimpse in the sky today, no birds are flying, no stars are shining.

Blue Sky: Guatemala City, january 2009, before sun sets.

There is no moon in the sky tonight, no shooting stars, not even butterflies...

Ixtapa, April 2009

Sometimes you have to look closer, you have to look deeper and if you need, you have to look twice... Somethings in life can be seen without your eyes, can be heard without your ears...

Sand Creature: Ixtapa, april 2009.

And in the silense of a summer day, in the silence of a winter night, on a lonely road and all through the dark... life has a meaning.

San Diego California Metro station: december 2006.

Sunset boulevard, California: december 2006.

California Church, december 2006.

San Francisco Bay, december 2006.

Antioch Sky, december 2006.

San Francisco Bay, december 2006.

It´s you!

I start to feel the cold in my hands
sweat falling from my head
I feel my beating going faster
It´s you I´m lacking

My brain is going crazy
going round and round unknowing places
I feel my body trembling
Its you I´m missing baby

I can´t control my thoughts
they take me to distant shores
I can´t control I´m crashing
It´s you I´m lacking

My ears hear unsaid words
My eyes see unreal things
My heart feels so alone
Don you see its you I need?

I feel I´m going crazy
I´m just standing in the edge
If I don´t have you by my side
My world its coming down.

You are my limit
You are my only way to be ok.
You are the dream that keeps me awake
From all the nightmares, from all the rain.

You are my tranquilizer
You are my antidote
You are the only drug
I completely adore

Stop

Stop now
I can´t seem to catch my breath
I’m flying far away
In the distance in the air
Just to have you in my head
I´ve been thinking you in secret
I´ve been watching all of you
When you are looking at the floor
When you are looking at the sun

In heaven or in hell
I swear I’ve never felt
the stars so close at night
when you look into my eyes.

Stop now
Don´t keep me from your arms
I want to tell you this
So there’s no more to keep
I smell your smell
Whenever you walk around
It keeps me satisfied
It keeps me satisfied.

In heaven or in hell
I swear I’ve never felt
The way I do right now...
Truly alive.

In heaven or in hell
I swear I’ve never felt
The stars crashing in me
When you look into my eyes.

I am your new slave in the night
When I wake when I fall
When I fall to the ground
I swear my love
I´d give you my heart
If you only let me
If you only let me
I love you so
I really do.

In heaven or in hell
I swear my love to tell
You are my destiny
You are my final way.