“It’s a Beautiful Day!”

“It´s a beautiful day”
Is it?
Is the sun really shinning over me?
Is it really making my eyes look brighter?
“It´s a beautiful day”
Is it really?
The sun is not really shinning
Is not that warm after all
Air is heavy to breath
Trees are not green, are gray
And the sky
In the darkness it remains by the days

“it’s a beautiful day”
Stars used to have a meaning
Used to have a reason
But now they are just white spots disturbing my head
For all the promises that each of them meant
Beautiful days does not exists
Beautiful memories does not exist
For Humans make memories more dramatic than they really are

“it’s a beautiful day”
I only see flatness around
Only see my heart being crashed
I only see my loneliness inside
Through this cold fucking night
“it’s a beautiful day”
Not for me
Not when you left me so alone
Not when I can´t feel your arms
Not when I can´t feel your breath
Not when I hold a pillow wishing you were there…
Fuck you then!!!

“it´s a beautiful day”
Pathetic to me
Insane to me, cause days are full of
Incomplete sentences of
Incomplete thoughts of
An incomplete heart.
Incomplete in all.

“it´s a beautiful day”
Where is happiness?
Where am I standing?
I don’t know.
I only know I´m lost
In the dark
Of every night
Of my heart
Without you.
I only know I´m lost
Without you.

“it´s a beautiful day”
Smiling free of lies
Acting free of masks
Heart free of wounds
Is not part of my life anymore

“it´s a beautiful day”
I hope I can see that day
Where dreams are achieved
Where hearts are complete
Where you can´t make them disappear
I hope I can see that day
Where I can eternally see your face
Where I can eternally love you
Without any detention or regret
I hope I can see that day
Oh I hope I can see that day